i hate this..i know im such a whimp..cry over the tiniest things..seniors leave,cry..cannot play well,cry..change post,cry..its not my fault..i wish i could control but sometimes i just cant
why must all these happen?though i wanted this since sec1,i change my mind now..i rather work with joan or even have ken back in double reeds..why are things like this?i know joan and i have been best of friends since forever and will still be even thought we're diff posts now cuz we've been this close even during outdoor..not working tgt and all..same 4ken..wasnt he in trumpet during outdoor?isnt it alright 4 him to go back?if only things could go my way..anyway..thx 4 those who cheered me up or tried 2..really sorry kenneth..dont feel bad..its not your fault..we are happy 4 u..i m=) belinda..please dont leave dr too..i'd rather die..seriously..this is like the worst day in my entire life..